Another
favorite scene comes from Chapter Fourteen, when Shannon Larkin has a mini-psychotic
break of sorts:
Shannon never knew what prompted her to look at
the mirror, but her actions rendered her immobile with fear. Her eyes centered
on the mirror, unflinching. An overwhelming sense of uneasiness filled her
being, and she began to tremor slightly. As if she could not believe her eyes,
she kept staring at the mirror, taking in the words and the meaning, over and
over again. The fact that the message was left in red lipstick with a drawn
heart did not seem to matter at the moment. Only the message mattered:
Greetings, Shannon! Did you think
you could ever forget me? Remember, nothing is ever forgotten. Our day is
coming soon. Our blood is intermingled, and the time has come.
She continued to stare at the red letters on the
mirror. Her ears blocked the sound of running water as the tub overflowed onto
the bathroom floor and began seeping toward her slowly. She dropped the box of
bubble bath without realizing it, the powder spilling onto the small rug under
her feet. A feeling of numbness overtook her, much as it had the other day in
the drawing room when she discovered the last batch of roses destroyed in the
garden. Her mind was in a whirl as memories crashed into her brain, of a past
she thought completely put behind her. But here it was again, intruding upon
her, fringing her life. She looked down at her empty hands and wondered idly
what happened to the bath crystals. She frowned. She remembered getting them
out of the cupboard under the sink, but where were they now?
I
developed the idea for The Keeper's Journal in 1998, when I lived in a crappy
little trailer on the outskirts of Chubbuck, Idaho. At the time, my personal life
was a literal misery as my second marriage ground to a halt and financial resources
were non-existent. Submerging my mind into a fictional world was the only way
to deal with stress in the moment, but in the end it proved fruitful on a
creative level.
My
second husband never understood or accepted my inherent drive to write, which
is only one of the many reasons the marriage fell apart after ten long years.
We
live and learn.
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